Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Minah dan Mat Rempit

Maaf gambar kecil. Sila tekan gambar untuk tumbesaran.

It wasn't my first time, but for (quite) a long journey, that was the first. Menaiki objek kegemaran cik abg. Phew.. Sampai Linggi, memang kebas lah pinggang sampai tapak kaki. But we had fun anyways. Besides, bila lagi nak suruh isteri peluk suami kuat2 tak lepas kan. Takut melayang punye pasal, tangan kanan genggam tangan kirilah jawabnya peluk pinggang cik abg. Puas hati u syg kan? I tau.... haha. :p

Actually jarang dapat weekends yang both of us are free. Kalau bukan saya kena ke sekolah, cik abg pulak ade simulator. So bila ada chance macam ni, and sementara kaki boleh melangkah panjang, langkah lah panjang2 kan. Hehe.

p/s : Syg, USS jom!

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Woke Up

I've come to a frightening conclusion that I am the decisive element in the classroom. It's my personal approach that creates the climate. It's my daily mood that makes the weather. As a teacher, I possess a tremendous power to make a person's life miserable or joyous. I can be a tool of torture or an instrument of inspiration. I can humiliate or humor, hurt or heal. In all situations,  it is my response that decides whether a crisis will be escalated or de-escalated and a person humanized or de-humanized.


*Sigh

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Soalan Cepumas (Aik, ada lagi?)

Tak lama lagi dah nak jumpa Ramadhan, and then Syawal. Makin dekat nak raya ni perasaan tak best nak balik kampung berdepan sedara-mara dah start muncul. Erm..Musykil tak musykil tak? Supposed happy lah tahun ni kan?? No? No! Gathering yang tenang dah berlalu, it was last year's. Time tu dah tenang sebab dah tak dihujani soalan cepumas memandangkan wedding date dah confirmed.

So apehal nye pulak dengan tahun ni?? Yes. THE next question lah pulak. In fact, sekarang ni pun diri dah naik bosan dengan soalan bila nak 'berisi' lagi. Balik2 tanya soalan yang sama. "Dah pregnant balik ke?"

Now I'm telling you. Stop asking until next year okay. Yes, family planning. Exactly. Ada orang kata tak elok muda-muda ni planning. Bagi lepas the first baby dulu kalau nak start planning pun. Well, I already pregnant once. Cuma tak ada baby yang keluar. So, yeah. Whatever. Sekarang ni ada benda-benda lain yang nak difokuskan. Kalau boleh biar cik abang clear his training first, dia dah tak serabut, and saya sendiri pun nak lepaskan seminar 1 for my master degree first, go for honeymoon untuk release tension setahun 'menetap di Malaysia' gara-gara jadual training beliau, then dah settle semua, kalau ada rezeki, our junior will be there. Faham?

FRANKLY speaking, memang agak jealous dengan semua pregnant ladies (ambik kau, SEMUA tau, haha) tapi bila fikir kepentingan both of us, rasa tu terpaksa dikorbankan. Maybe Allah ambik balik yang sebelum ni pun sebab tau not both of us are ready for that, yet.

Anyways, saya belum sampai tahap rasa bosan and sunyi hidup berdua. KAMI SEDANG INGIN BERCINTA. I don't know about him, but I never get bored whenever he's around. It's WHEN HE IS NOT AROUND, then I'll go crazy. Saya pergi sekolah setengah hari (I mean until 3pm plus plus) pun dah tergedik-gedik nak balik. Handphone jangan cakaplah, berbunyi je memanjang sampai ada yang tanya, "Tqah, kau ni asyik dengan handphone, kau dok ber sms dengan laki kau ke?". Haha. Well.

Clearly, anak ni rezeki yang Allah bagi. Kami merancang, Allah lebih tau apa yang terbaik. Kalau Allah nak bagi lebih awal, kami siapa nak tolak. Tapi kalau next year pun, mane tau dapat 2?? Hehe. Saya mohon doa semua, bukan soalan. Fullstop.

Monday, June 11, 2012