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"Depression may be described as feeling sad, blue, unhappy, miserable, or down in the dumps. Most of us feel this way at one time or another for short periods. True clinical depression is a mood disorder in which feelings of sadness, loss, anger, or frustration interfere with everyday life for a long period of time."

Source : PubMed Health

رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِى‏ صَدْرِى‏ * وَيَسِّرْ لِى‏ أَمْرِى * وَاحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِنْ لِسانِى *

يَفْقَهُوا قَوْلِى* إِنَّكَ كُنْتَ بِنا بَصِيراً

"Ya Tuhanku, lapangkanlah untukku dadaku, dan mudahkanlah untukku urusanku, dan lepaskanlah kekakuan dari lidahku, supaya mereka mengerti perkataanku. Sesungguhnya Engkau adalah Maha Melihat (keadaan) kami."

 

Stress no more

Honestly, I'm quite comfortable with my busy life - working & studying OR studying. Heheh. Now that I'm free from those, I'm insanely boring and stressful. (Mesti korang stress mengetahui bahawa saya stress bila tak ada kerja kan? haha)

After a few days chilling out at home after the induction course I went down to my old*new home. (Rumah lama, tengah renovate and 90% siap so dah jadi 'baru' la kan. At the moment my family's staying at a condo nearby - I hate this place!) I turned my 'stereo' out loud, locked myself in the library and reorganized all the books. [I've been the 'person-in-charge' of our library since I was young (dush2!) hehe - I mean since..erm..like 5-6 years ago.Maybe I could say since I got this OCD kinda thing. I couldn't stand the mess. Hish] Then, me and my brothers put together Maryam's bed (before was kakngah's) back into shape. It was like playing puzzles - fun yet challenging. After working 2 days in a row, I feel PAIN all over my body! Tak terfikir la pulak nak warm-up sebelum kerja kan. =P

So that was how I spent my boring days. Berfaedah kan? Haha. Ikutkan hati nak berjalan-jalan lepas tension di luar kawasan KL/Selangor sebelum start sekolah ni tapi..well..I'm surrounded by busy people so..erm. *Pasrah

p/s : Take Me Away

I'm fine

Ubat yang sangat mujarab!

This is my list of what I'm gonna do/need throughout my recovery period.

1. Eat a lot (easy huh?)
2. Ton of works
3. My hobby - sewing
4. My mum
5. My beloved friends (You know who you are)

Whatever it is, I knew Allah is always there for me.

*Don't cry because it's over, SMILE because it happened. =)

p/s : Friends, I just want you to know that I'm totally fine. Hehe.

::Me being ME::

I think eventually we learn to define happiness for ourselves in our own terms, in spite of the pain people have caused us.

Thanks to my extra-supportive friends! Sayyyang korang!!

Nad : Menghitung hari nk jumpe kau ni!!! haha

Dina : Happy that i shared with you too! Rase mcm dekaaattt je. =P

Ammir : Thanx a lot for spending time layan org emo. ;-P