Inspired

I still remember the very first time I read about the review in a newspaper. Something like "Sambutan Terhadap Tayangan Laskar Pelangi Mengalahkan Ayat-ayat Cinta"..I doubted it.

After I read the book I was thinking "How could it beat Ayat-ayat Cinta..? Musykil2"

Now since I'm so uninspired and unmotivated, I searched for the movie and watched.

Duh..! Even the first eleven minutes had already made me cry. (Err..besides the fact that aku memang senang menangis) Huhu~

Seriously, the movie memang best! I can't say it's greater than Ayat-ayat Cinta. It's great, but in a different way. Those two movies have a very different storyline. Laskar Pelangi lebih membuatkan kita terharu, bangga, kagum dan sayu.

The kids made me smile and laugh. Their dialect is VERY nice and sometimes KELAKAR.

Jadi marilah menonton dan bermuhasabah! =)

I'm stuck!

Somehow I blamed myself for being eager to live alone.
Somehow I blamed myself for not teaching in my mum’s school.
Yeah, it’s gonna be monotonous coz I know the school very well..but this is WORST!
I’d rather teaching with mum than losing my passion in teaching.
I’ve try (so hard) to love everything about this school but I can’t.
I keep losing myself there.
I don’t know how to teach.
I don’t know how to make my lessons interesting.
I hate the subjects I’m teaching.
And I hate it all.

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Urgh!! Feeling terribly sluggish and uninspired to start working after a ‘long’ holiday. Need something to cheer me up and arouse me. Hish! Tak boleh jadi ni..... (",)

MY dream guy

Since I'd nothing to do I took a lame who's-your-dream-guy test and the answer was..

Jake Gyllenhaal..!!

"This fun loving guy is your dream match! He's no stranger to controversy or lovely women like yourself! This on-again off-again lover is always up for a laugh, and believes strongly in family values. This is truly a guy to take home to mom, congratulations!

Haha~ whatever! But at some point, it's true though. Hehe.. IF I could demand, this is gonna be my list..My dream guy..

1. puts his family first.
2. has a good job. (Well..cant be hyprocrite..this is important anyways)
3. will be able to help out. (Ehem..i'm a career-woman..Hehe)
4. always remember special occacions.
5. smells nice all the time. Haha..
6. is drop dead *cute*..okay..i'm kidding!

There's a reason why it's a CAPITAL 'if' there..because i know it's impossible..Heheh.
Saje je nak berangan. =P

Well..this one's serious..

1. Solat 5 waktu tak tinggal
2. Pandai baca Al-Quran (erm..hafal surah As-Sajadah..hehe..)
3. Family man
4. Kalau cute dikira bonus la tp ..sedap mata memandang

If you can't find me the right candidate, just shut up! Haha~ I mean...stop asking me "kau bile lagi?"

Erm..actually I wrote this entry not because I'm desperate for a guy, seriously I'm not. I'm enjoying every minutes of my life. I just wanna waste my time and updating my blog. Hehe. I don't want anybody find the guy for me. It's just a matter of time. Kalau ada jodoh, tak ke mana. =)

Respond to Nad

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? - No
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? - May 22, 2009..specific enough?
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HAND WRITING? - Without doubt, YES!
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAL? - Nasi! haha.
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? - No
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? - Yes
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? - Yes..eheheh...
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? - I dont remember removing it, so Yes lah kot.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? - No
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? - Honey Stars! haha.
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? - No
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? - Vanilla ice-cream kat Mekah. Pergh!!
13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? - Erm..depends
14. RED OR PINK? - Red
15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? - I could be SANGAT cerewet sometimes
16. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST? - Who can??
17. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? - Black, No shoes
18. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? - Avril's
19. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? - Brown
20. FAVORITE SMELLS? - Anything fresh
21. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? - Student's father
22. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? - Futsal
23. HAIR COLOR? - Black
24. EYE COLOR? - Brown
25. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? - Yes
26. FAVORITE FOOD? - Sambal ikan keli & gulai tempoyak ikan patin buatan mama. Haha.
27. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? - Happy endings
28. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? - Syurga Cinta. =P
29. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? - Brown, not really a shirt though. ;-P
30. SUMMER OR WINTER? - Winter
31. HUGS OR KISSES? - Hugs
32. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? -Nobody..haha
33. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? - Ermm....Nobody too..
34. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? -Magazine dikire tak?? Haha. CLEO
35. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? - mouse la! Hah. Wekk!! Not using any.
36. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? - Didnt watch
37. FAVORITE SOUND(S)? - bunyi kipas. Haha.
38. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? - Beatles
39. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? - UK. Loooong time ago.
40. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? - I dont figure out any..Yet. hihi
41. WHERE WERE U BORN? - Hospital Besar Kuala Lumpur
42. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? - Nobody
43. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER? - Who?? Haha.

::Jika Aku Jatuh Cinta::

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta,
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang,
yang melabuhkan citanya pada Mu,
agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintai Mu.

Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh cinta,
jagalah cintaku padanya,
agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati,
izinkanlah aku menyentuh
hati seseorang yang hatinya
tertaut pada Mu,
agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam
jurang cinta selain Mu.

Ya Rabbi, jika aku jatuh hati,
jagalah hatiku padanya
agar tidak berpaling dari Mu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu,
rindukanlah aku pada seseorang
yang merindui syahid di jalan Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku rindu,
jagalah rinduku padanya
agar tidak lalai aku
merindukan syurga Mu.

Amin.. =)

::Me being ME::

I think eventually we learn to define happiness for ourselves in our own terms, in spite of the pain people have caused us.

Thanks to my extra-supportive friends! Sayyyang korang!!

Nad : Menghitung hari nk jumpe kau ni!!! haha

Dina : Happy that i shared with you too! Rase mcm dekaaattt je. =P

Ammir : Thanx a lot for spending time layan org emo. ;-P