Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is okay. The first time in my life and now it's so great. Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed. I think about the little things that make life great. I wouldn't change a thing about it. This is the best feeling. This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don't go away, Ineed you now. And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by. I found a place so safe, not a single tear. The first time in my life and now it's so clear. Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here. It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere. I wouldn't change a thing about it. This is the best feeling. It's state of bliss you bliss you think you're dreaming. It's the happiness inside that you're feeling. It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.

Apa khabar??

Nak update blog tapi tak ade ape nak tulis. Haha~

Okay, let me tell you a few things..

1) Jaga SPM kt Seafield best!! (penat berdiri mmg tak dinafikan la)

2) Currently I'm addicted to "Meet Me Halfway" and "Russian Roulette"..sangat2..

3) Berat badan dah naik semula..43kg..heheh..gembira kn saye? =P

4) Dah boleh tidur lena coz baju raya aidiladha anak-anak pakteh dh siap.

5) dahla tu sket2.........haha

Makan-makan lagi..

Bila kita buat sesuatu dengan penuh kasih sayang, inilah hasilnya...taraa...

Nampak tak yang dimaksudkan?

Tu..'heart' shape kat tengah2 tu..tak disengajakan ye..

Jom makan..... =)

Cinta? Sayang?

I think I've never been in love..Haha..(some of you think I'm making this up)

Kenapa tiba-tiba? Sebab ada seseorang mengeluarkan statement macam ni kepada saya. "...takkan tak pernah bercinta?" Heheheh. Bukan tak pernah orang cakap ayat yang lebih kurang sama tapi istilah bercinta tu..membuatkan saya berfikir. (Saya SANGAT suka berfikir)

Bila baca novel..tengok tv..gambaran-gambaran yang sering dizahirkan pada watak si-putus-cinta sangat..SADIS. Tak lalu makan la..diri jadi tak terurus la..macam-macam. Saya selalu terfikir, memang boleh jadi sampai macam tu sekali ke? Sebab rasa sedih saya sebelum ni belum menjangkau ke tahap tu.

I had once asked my mum about this..Apa beza cinta dan sayang? And this was her answer.

"Ma pun tak sure tapi pada mama la..kalau kita sayangkan someone, we just want him/her to be happy, even if you are not part of the happiness. Tapi kalau you cinta someone, you feel like you cannot live without him/her."

Saya percaya yang saya akan hanya cintakan seseorang (and only one). Kalau suami-isteri bercinta kerana Allah diorang akan ditemukan semula dalam syurga kan? I'm sorry to say this, tapi saya belum jumpa seseorang yang bila saya pandang dia, saya ingat Allah. And this is the second time I say this, kalau Allah nak bagi kita sesuatu yang baik, Dia akan uji kita dulu supaya kita akan dapat dihadiahkan selayaknya. Saya yakin saya sedang diuji, dan untuk itu, saya redha. =)

Dan TOLOOONGLA jangan cakap macam ni, "kau tak nak cari ke tqah?". Saya ni, nak cari baju yang saya suka pun susah, inikan pula mencari cinta. =P

Updates

I've been busy with this.....

I'd already started sewing clothes (again) after raya. I finished up my mum's (2 pairs) and my cousin's and her mum's. And now that I've already received the materials for khatam Quran's ceremony (thanks Abg Ngah!) so I'm EXTRA busy right now. Since there's already a request for wearing the baju kurung for aidiladha so I'm EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA busy. Hahaha. Nways, I enjoy doing it. =)

p/s : I fell in love with the fabric, kalau ada extra tailor (ops bukan tailor, pengurus busana bak kata acik) boleh buat baju dia tak?? Jadi ketua kumpulan khatam Quran...err...Hahaha..

Nyah kau dari sini..! (Wah!)

You know that song by Fauziah Latif (ape tah tajuknye) but the lyric said..

"Aku tidak sudi melihat dia lagi,

Walau dalam mimpi pun tidak ku ingini"

Nape muke kau kene muncul jugak ek? Tak paham aku. Aku sekarang tengah busy dengan pelbagai kegiatan (yang SANGAT berfaedah) tau tak? Besides, aku sangat anti kau sekarang faham ??? So don't you dare to 'show up' ANYWHERE, ANYHOW.. Pergh...marah gile dengan 'jelmaan' dia dalam mimpi aku malam tadi. Psycho gile.

p/s : kepada orang yang dimaksudkan : Sape yang ganggu sape sekarang? TENGOK! Tak kire la saya dah berpunya ke belum ke, "tolong jangan ganggu saya lagi. DALAM MIMPI PUN JANGAN!" Hahaha..