Monday, May 25, 2009

::Me being ME::


I think eventually we learn to define happiness for ourselves in our own terms, in spite of the pain people have caused us.

Thanks to my extra-supportive friends! Sayyyang korang!!
Nad : Menghitung hari nk jumpe kau ni!!! haha
Dina : Happy that i shared with you too! Rase mcm dekaaattt je. =P
Ammir : Thanx a lot for spending time layan org emo. ;-P

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Doa seorang kekasih (or not hehe)

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan
Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu
Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa
Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai
Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri
Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala
Inteam '04

Thursday, May 21, 2009

::Question from a kid::


I never realized how stressful I am until my student asked me this.


“Cikgu, kenapa hari ni cikgu muram je?”


Huhu. So I just smiled and say “banyak kerja lah”. But then I answered it quietly, “I guess I just can’t put on a smile while my heart doesn’t”


My dearly student,
Right now there’re sooooo many things going on. So can you please give your teacher a chance to pass her miserable episode for awhile?

Saturday, May 16, 2009

::Happy Teacher's Day::



BERBURU ke padang datar
Dapat rusa belang kaki
Berguru kepalang ajar
Ibarat bunga kembang tak jadi
Dialah pemberi paling setia
Tiap akar ilmu miliknya
Pelita dan lampu segala
Untuk manusia sebelum jadi dewasa.

Dialah ibu dialah bapa juga sahabat
Alur kesetiaan mengalirkan nasihat
Pemimpin yang ditauliahkan segala umat
Seribu tahun katanya menjadi hikmat.

Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa
Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta
Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara
Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia
Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara
Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka
Jika hari ini siapa sahaja menjadi dewasa;
Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa

Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca.
Di mana-mana dia berdiri di muka muridnya
Di sebuah sekolah mewah di Ibu Kota
Di bangunan tua sekolah Hulu Terengganu
Dia adalah guru mewakili seribu buku;
Semakin terpencil duduknya di ceruk desa
Semakin bererti tugasnya kepada negara.
Jadilah apa pun pada akhir kehidupanmu, guruku
Budi yang diapungkan di dulangi ilmu
Panggilan keramat "cikgu" kekal terpahat
Menjadi kenangan ke akhir hayat.

USMAN AWANG
1979

Selamat Hari Guru kepada semua guru saya, kaum keluarga saya yang bergelar guru dan kawan-kawan saya yang menjadi guru. Heheh.

"Guru Pembina Negara Bangsa"

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

::Hanis Sufiah::

Tanamkan minat membaca dalam jiwa kanak-kanak

Her fav cookie..mmg takkan ingat dunia!

Rambut yang sgt berserabut!!!!!!


1 ari nnt akan kupotong rambutmu dan akan
meraung-raunglah kakngahmu melihatnya..hahaha...


Lately Hanis seems to have another fav-weird-annoying question.

"Hanis nak makan ape?????"

She asks that Q to everybody..and she will repeat it again and again sampai orang bg makanan yg tepat untuk die makan.

Weh! Agak2 la..sendiri nk makan pon malas nk pk ke???

But I really LOVE to bother her..Haha..suke2! Suke dgr die merungut2 dgn muke bajet-tak-ingat die tu..Huhu...Alangkah kejamnya kaklong dia...

Another fav word of her.. "Senyap2!" Haha..Kau la senyap!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

::When ideas didn't "show up"::

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE? Nad, Siti and (alamak!!)....

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE? "Just Dance"

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT? tDo la!

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE? Erm..my mum, Sogo. =)

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW? Blue

6. THE LAST THING U DID? drinking water..gile panas ah sekarang!

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS? Laptop, mirror and hp

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM? blue (kL) and white (shah alam)

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW? wah! erm..wallet kat atas malas nk g tgk. =P

10. HOW'S LIFE? Boring..? erm..

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG? Boom boom POW! haha..

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND? Lepak kat rumah i guess..

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM? Just now! haha..

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW? Sleeping in her bedroom

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS? Just now jugak!

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U? Nad! hihi.. =) Luckily...phew..

17.WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT? Parents' house

18. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS? notes for interview..senarai kabinet 2009. Haha!

19. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE? Nobody! Pathetic kn??

20. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW? mixing up..

21. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?ooo..what kind of secret?? Nad kot!

22. THEY KEEP UR SECRET? she better does! haha..

23. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE? Nope!

24. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD? Double cheeseburger..Yummy!!!

25. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD? Erm..bile ek..last month kot. =)

26. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW? Hopefully my students berkelakuan baik semuanya..Haha. Amin.. =)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

:: A Bestfriend, A Companion, A Mother ::


WONDERFUL. FANTASTIC. EXCELLENT. TERRIFIC. COOL. GREAT. AMAZING.
And the list continues........

That’s how I describe my mum. Pn Jamaliah Ghazali. She’s the biggest part of my life. She’s the reason why I become a teacher. I was inspired by her enthusiasm in teaching. When I was young, I always thought that she loved her students more than her own kids. Her students always come to our house (I really mean ALWAYS..haha..) and she loves to cook for them. Last year, her first version students finally found her after a 10-year-searching-mission. Haha. And they are OLD! Ngengenge. Yelah, they were her students when she was 23! And they were form five students in St John, KL. Actually they kept in touch until we moved from Seremban to Penang. So during the reunion with the boys (erm...I mean men..haha) they were like..erm..41?? Euw!!! I was amazed at that time.

We share a lot of things in common. So I always say “ha..tu mama la punye pasal..sbb genetik yg mama turunkan tu la kaklong mcm tu” about a lot of things. I really want to be like her, especially in teaching profession. Last 3 years she was called for an interview at JPWP, which she didn’t know what for. After she came back she told me, “kaklong tau interview tu untuk ape? Diorang nak lantik mama jadi PK. Kalau tau tak payah buang mase mama pegi. Jangan harap la mama nak naik admin.” Well..that’s my mum. All she wanna do is teaching. She doesn’t want any other position which can diminish her teaching periods. So she just a Ketua Panitia yang mengajar macam guru biasa, 24-26 periods a week. Tambah boleh, kurang jangan. Tu prinsip dia. And that’s one thing I can’t figure out till now. Where in the world she got that fondness? How could she enjoy teaching so much?

“HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY” & “YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU”

Thursday, May 7, 2009

::A Question From A Friend::

Yesterday I had a little chat with my housemate. She suddenly asked me this, “Boring tak takde boyfriend?” and I was like..dazed. Because I just realized that sometimes, not having one can be quite unexciting and the most important point is, uninspiring. Haha.

Actually masa ada bf dulu pun, kitorang bukan jenis berkepit..in fact JARANG sgt pun berjumpa..But I knew he was always there. So whenever I need someone to disrupt (hehe) I knew I had him. Whenever I couldn’t sleep at night, I knew I owned a free-access to bother someone who didn’t usually sleep at night. Ngengenge. I don’t possess that anymore.

So how did I react to my housemate? I said “boring jugak kadang2 sebab dah takde orang nak mengacau dan dikacau. Hihi” Other than that, being single is cool. Lagipun, saham makin naik. HAHA. =P

Friday, May 1, 2009

12 hours and counting..


12 more hours and I'm 24. My dad asked what I wish for my birthday.

Me: Abah! Kaklong nak boyfriend, boleh? Haha.
Dad: Kaklong suruh la ex-boyfriend kaklong carikkan.
Me: WHAT?????!!!!!!!!
Dad: Why not? Sebab die kaklong hilang byk other chances kan. Kalau dia org yg bertanggungjawab he'll do that.
Me: Duh??!! Kalau dia bertanggungjawab he wouldn't walk away..

Heheheheh...Well..That's my dad. =P
Back to the topic, erm...may I at least get one of those..????? Erm...... (",)