Mistakes

*Lamanya tak menulis..Tak ada ilham. Hehe. So today I'm gonna write about thing we always do. No?

If you are my bestfriends or close friends then you surely knew that I'm a control freak. I keep everything organized and I wish that everything falls smoothly according to so-called my detailed plans. (Of course things got messed up a few times)

But there was one time (the most-FREAKING-AWFUL-thing-ever) happened to me. I accidentally misread (what the..) date for an interview (for posting). If you knew me good enough you'd say "unbelievable". I couldn't believe it myself. I read the date a zillion times. How could I switched 4 and 5?? I called a friend of mine telling how stupid I was and he said "Aku tak pelik sangat benda camni jadi tapi kat kau?? Kau salah tarikh? Kau la manusia paling detail, fussy, particular ever! Kau kenapa??" Haha. I took that as a compliment! =P

But I managed anyways. I was lucky that I was a scholarship holder and my CGPA enabled me to bypass the interview. I just had to sit for the test. Phew. [But of course I cried like a crazy woman the night before because I freaked out. I even bought an mc so that I could show them if they asked why I didn't come the day I supposed to. See - control freak lagi. huhu]

It's a good thing you have plans. But make sure you are preparing for the worst. And even if you don't, you have to keep in mind - we plan, but Allah makes it happen, and He ALWAYS got the best plan for us.

But no matter how organized I am, I'm still a human and my point is, people make mistakes. Don't you?

Fun no more

I used to enjoy driving while I was young. Ouch!! Macam tua sangat! I mean..while I was studying in Penang. I couldn't wait to jump into my car and drive all the way to Penang. There were a few times I drove alone, but most of time, Intan & Zima accompanied me. We were singing, talking & eating throughout the journey and there we were..USM! 4 hours drive was nothing! haha. But now..Oh My God I hate driving! I stopped lovin it since I started working. Driving = no fun. But I LOVE my car very much. hehe.

Apart from driving, I'm still the EXACT same person as I used to be. I still love reading, singing, eating, shopping, watching movies, talking (err...), and so many more......

p/s : Just in case you haven't see me in a LONG time, I'm still the same person you used to know. =)

Chinta

Sambil-sambil mark paper Add Maths semalam I watched (or kebih tepat 'listen to') Chinta. And suddenly I heard this dialogue.

Kawan Rasul Iman : Kau nak kahwin, bukan nak pergi berperang. Nak sedia apa?

Wow. Hot nye ayat dia. Kan? Kan? Haha.

::Jiwang::

Dah lama tak letak diri sendiri dalam mode jiwang. Haha. Tiba-tiba dengar Siti nyanyi lagu2 yang ada ayat-ayat macam ni..

Lagu 1 :

"Sewaktu mula bertemu dulu
Ku anggap kau hanya kawan
Tetapi telah sudah mesra
Berputiknya rasa sayang

Pabila kita tidak bertemu
Terasa rindu di kalbu
Akhirnya kita menyedari
Yang kita sudah jatuh cinta"

Lagu 2 :

"Kiranya dulu ku pernah terluka
Dalam bahagia hati ku tersiksa
Dalam ceria aku sebenarnya gerhana

Hadirnya kau dalam hidupku
Membawakan sinar baru
Dan kini rindumu
Sering datang untuk bertemu"

Comel kan?? Cakap comel jugak! hehe. So siapa pandai, nyatakan tajuk lagu-lagu tersebut.

My thing

(Background : Open Your Eyes, Insyaallah, For the Rest of My Life, Maher Zain)

These are really my thing.

1) WRITING

If I say that I write almost EVERYTHING, do you believe me? Please do! You most probably think I'm crazy but I do write ALMOST everything. Things to do, things to bring back home, things to buy, things to teach, things to say??!!!, and many more. Yes, I'm a control freak and my sister used to scream out loud when she first knew that I have a list of attires-to-wear-at-kampung. haha. okay, you might think that I'm crazy but I do that because it's easier for to me to pack ONLY necessary things. (kakngah, sebab tu selalunya beg balik kampung kau yang paling besar!)

2) MUSIC

Oh I just can't live without music and I don't think I need to elaborate on this one. If you really know me, well..you know. haha. I listen to any kinda music but nasyid (old ones) and alternative rock suit my soul very well.

3) COSMETICS & ACCESSORIES

Okay, this part, you can call me girlish and feminine. Diizinkan sebab memang betul. Everytime I go out, make-up and a bracelet are compulsory! hehe. But I wear for my own satisfaction, not because I want to look pretty in front of people. I just don't care. Kalau bukan sebab barang2 kosmetik tu mengandungi chemical, kat rumah pun saya pakai, suka sangat punya pasal. Tapi taklah sampai tahap tu. Kalau macam tu punya application, satu tong make-up remover each months kot.

4) EATING

La..kenapa letak kat tempat ke-4?? Salah tempat ni. Haha. I eat all the time. haha. Sebab tu time study dulu kawan2 selalu bising. "kau ni, makaaaannnn je. Tapi badan dok kurus kering camtu gak!". haha. So?? Who cares?? Especially now, that I knew that I don't suffer from thyroid. And I passed my talasemia test as well!! Normal, yeay!! Oit!! Salah channel ni!!

Actually there are many more but those four are the majors. But I need to confess. Gadgets and sports are really not my thing. Haha. I don't really care about those two. Huh~

Benchmark

Once you've got 90% for your Maths exam, you will always looking forward to get that mark or higher, right? Right? Why not? You've already set that 90% is your 'standard' or BENCHMARK. So..do you think that your life is gonna be easier if you have a lower benchmark?

p/s : i'm a lil bit frustrated you know? whatever!

For the rest of my life

Best nye kalau dapat suami yang dedicate lagu macam ni.