Monday, December 29, 2008

Trying so hard


Honestly..I'm not good at this. Not the putting-my-feelings-into-words part, (trust me, i'm REALLY GOOD at that one..haha) but the letting-people-in part. Seriously, i just let a few people in because i don't trust people that much. I just can't. But as my bestest friend convince me about how-good-this-thing-will-work..then i'd give it a try though. So nad, remind me again, why am i doing this?? haha =)


As for today, nothing. I just stayed home..insanely boring..had some "fight" with my boyfriend and as usual thinking about my life. Spot my weakness there??? U-huh..I ALWAYS wasting my time thinking..Am I following the right path?? Am I doing the right thing? Did I make the right decision? What if I didn't do that at that time? Where my life will bring me next? But guess what..FINALLY..I'd stumble upon this idea..Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. =)


  1. OMG!!! ur writings are very great, darl!!
    keep it ur gud work k!!..
    love to read all ur posts..
    its true rite?
    somehow by writing nie mmg leh feel calm and rilex gak la...
    so..........dunt u ever stop writing!!

    p/s: i feel like wanna go to UTM now nie..Dan kene tahan kat wad........ :(

  2. kene tahan????
    yeah!! i felt good writing here..