Trying so hard

WHY AM I DOING THIS????

Honestly..I'm not good at this. Not the putting-my-feelings-into-words part, (trust me, i'm REALLY GOOD at that one..haha) but the letting-people-in part. Seriously, i just let a few people in because i don't trust people that much. I just can't. But as my bestest friend convince me about how-good-this-thing-will-work..then i'd give it a try though. So nad, remind me again, why am i doing this?? haha =)

SOMETHING TO SHARE

As for today, nothing. I just stayed home..insanely boring..had some "fight" with my boyfriend and as usual thinking about my life. Spot my weakness there??? U-huh..I ALWAYS wasting my time thinking..Am I following the right path?? Am I doing the right thing? Did I make the right decision? What if I didn't do that at that time? Where my life will bring me next? But guess what..FINALLY..I'd stumble upon this idea..Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. =)