Happy ending or awful beginning?

Maybe awful ending and beginning!

I keep telling myself ..."I can do this".."I have to do this" .. but still, I lost my enthusiasm, my spirit, already..that's the worst part, ALREADY! The school is not even started yet. Yeah, soon, I know.

Please.....new year..suppose to be a new, happy beginning rite? New me..maybe, definitely! But happy?? Well..guess not.. =(